it's been awhile since I've cried this hard.
I'm really starting to be concerned if there is something wrong with me or my head.
Why couldn't I have been born normal.
Why couldn't I be one of the dead ones
I'm sure one of them would of been so much better living instead of me.
Can't I just be dead.
I really wish you could physically feel hugs through the internet.
It's been forever since I've actually had one
and hell I could really use one right now.
I really do apologize for all of this you guys
it's probably new to most of you
and sorry for new watchers that you come in during all this vent
I really don't know what's wrong with me.
I truly don't.